( Looking back to ) My December

Years after the day of my birth

When God sent me to his beautiful earth

Completed with an angel in faithful heart

Today I stand here with my own feet

My own dream, courage, and spirit

I let them flow as wherever they may lead

And follow every step which is needed

I know that a great tree comes from a little seed

Simply like it be

Simply like you see

Though the rain comes with wind and thunder

I swear not to surrender

‘Cause I love how You make it sweet and bitter

Then I start to remember

Count and consider

All Your favors are outnumber

I was regret for the seconds I spent abstractly

It just because sometimes I feel lonely

I’ve denied that You’ve granted me so much mercy

And so is misery, just to give me a fabulous journey

O Allah

You’re the Greatest Author

The most Powerful Creator

I am sorry before

For the things I’ve never thanked for

Sorry for

Walking out the corridor

See

Down the road, I will be

The better version of me

20/12/2017